Tomer | 23 | Israel | I love Pokémon so you'll see a lot of that here and also Supernatural and anime




have you ever met someone on the internet that you liked so much that you sometimes sit there and think “oh man there are people who are lucky enough to see this person IN THE FLESH ON A REGULAR BASIS and I wonder if they realize how LUCKY they are”

Do you ever wonder if people think that about you?


A friend posted to me on facebook to “check if I’m still alive” lmao… it’s the second time she did this… it is true I wasn’t active as much on fb in the recent months… I just don’t really have much to say, my life is boring/sad, the last time I had any anime/game to get excited over was October (and anime/games are my main/only fields of interests so usually that’s what I’d be talking about)
I guess I’m just kind of depressed in general too… my life just suck in all possible ways and I really don’t know what to do with myself… but I guess it is nice to see that there’s someone who cares enough to notice and ask if I’m ok…

and now she said I should talk to her if anything is happening, and idk it’s not like a specific something happened just now, but I’ve bottled up so much over the years and it’s sort of all exploded inside of me these recent months…
I think maybe I’ll just vent to myself in a private post on tumblr taking out all the crap that’s hurting me, sometimes writing alone can help… and then maybe I’ll let her/some people here to read it… although that will probably end up very very long and depressing

LMAO at Fletchling’s part in the Gym Battle… it was rather embarassing, why did they make it a 2 VS 3 battle? it’d make much more sense as a 2 VS 2 without Fletchling unnecessarily participating…

my back hurts so much ugh :( who will come give me a massage